Dazai was abused as a child, went on to join a mafia at like the tender age of idk Very Young (around 12? maybe younger?), was abused some more, took part in abuse as an abuser himself, mafia stuff involving murder and crime and shit--all of this because he was just looking for a reason to live because he is too soft and emotionally inept to survive on his own except like... rofl mafia made that worse BUT IT'S OK. HE IS FREE FROM THE MAFIA NOW!
... except y'know. his mentor basically set up his only friend to murder-suicide which is why he left the mafia in the first place and he is trying his goddamn best to Be A Good but also He's Just Bad? But also...
Anyway, he has a double in QM who did NOT leave the mafia and is in fact much worse off and they kind of hurt each other a lot because they're just both. very bad. at this.
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... except y'know. his mentor basically set up his only friend to murder-suicide which is why he left the mafia in the first place and he is trying his goddamn best to Be A Good but also He's Just Bad? But also...
Anyway, he has a double in QM who did NOT leave the mafia and is in fact much worse off and they kind of hurt each other a lot because they're just both. very bad. at this.
... oh and uh. username is a thing. because yeah.